you don’t know i’m suffering
you don’t know how it is i feel
inside of my head
you don’t know i’m suffering
you don’t know how it is i feel
inside of my head
i want to be invisible
i want to stay under the radar, off the grid
i kept trying to surface, kept trying
trying so hard to surface
you don’t know i’m suffering
you don’t know how it is i feel
inside of my head
you don’t know i’m suffering
you don’t know how it is i feel
inside of my head
i want to be forgotten
i want to be put in the back of your head
i want to be forgotten, invisible, so invisible
you can’t see me, you can’t see me
i don’t want to be remembered
you don’t know i’m suffering
you don’t know how it is i feel
inside of my head
you don’t know i’m suffering
you don’t know how it is i feel
inside of my head
i feel so unreal (x5)
you don’t know i’m suffering
you don’t know how it is i feel
inside of my head
you don’t know i’m suffering
you don’t know how it is i feel
inside of my head
i wither under spotlights
spotlights melt my face
they make me feel so weird, they make me feel like crying
they make me feel like i’m melting
my face is like an ice cube,
my face is like a fragile ice cube,
any kind of heat it melts my face it melts my face
avoiding confrontation
avoiding confrontation is what i do
i don’t confront people
i like to stay in the dark
staying in the dark is how i’ve made it through life so far
i’ve made it through life so far
i’ve made it until i’m seventeen
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